A Little Bit Of Hope

Sometimes we need just a little bit.

I wrote this song while sailing to Kauai two years ago, and finished the recording and made the cartoon sketches while sailing to/from Kauai this summer on s/v Pamela.

This is a silly video I made using some fun tools on my iPad: Final Cut Pro for the video, Procreate for the sketches, and Logic Pro for the music recording.

Quiet Mind, Endless Sea

The Song

Finally! I made a recording of “Quiet Mind, Endless Sea”. Dedicated to my pal Stefano, a sailor like me.

I started writing this song about 15 years ago. That’s a long time to waste!

This song tells the story of wanting to go sailing to the South Pacific, then finally getting the chance to do it.

Check it out and let me know what you think of it.

Hanalei Bay

After a sweet 19-day voyage from Monterey, California with my nephew Big T, I fetched up in Hanalei Bay, Kauai on s/v Pamela. The sailing was equal parts smooth and rollicking, wing-and-wing straight downwind on the rhumb line to Hanalei Bay. I’m starting to get the hang of it!  This is my fifth voyage to Hanalei in Pamela.

As for those hanging wool socks—Aunt Kay sent me those as I was heading to Antarctica a few years ago. It was cold and gray the first week out of Monterey, perfect weather for Antarctic socks.

Rainbows, waterfalls, and spectacular sunsets abound.  This is quite the landfall, perhaps the most beautiful bay I’ve ever sailed to, notwithstanding Fatu Hiva in the Marquesas.

Aurelia Sees America

Aurelia really wanted to travel across the country. She wanted to see North America. She wanted to hitchhike as far north as British Columbia, as far west as California, south to Old Mexico, and all the way down east to Florida. But it’s 1928, and good girls don’t do that.

Good girls from Millerville, Minnesota get married, raise kids, and settle down. In 1928 there were 140 people living in Millerville. Today, almost 100 years later, there are 100 people living there. Not much has changed in Millerville. Aurelia grew up a good Catholic girl in this tiny, sleepy town, then entered the nursing program at the Mayo Clinic in Rochester with her good friend Ollie. And as soon as they graduated, the two girls stuck out their thumbs and headed west.

This was an exciting time to be alive! It was the Roaring Twenties, a period of social and cultural revolution, a time of moving pictures and radio, the birth of jazz, and a goofy dance called the Charleston. Aurelia and Ollie were also twenty, dressed like flappers with short skirts—knee height was considered “nearly naked” back then—and bobbed hair cuts that curl under the chin and expose a lot of neck. Ollie’s bob is a classic, straight out of 1920’s Hollywood, while Aurelia’s is a mop.

This was only one year before the Wall Street Crash of 1929 and the Great Depression. But for Aurelia and Ollie, 1929 was nowhere in sight. What was in sight—great stretches of prairie. From Aurelia’s scrap book there’s a photo of her with her backpack and tall hiking boots, setting out on a grand adventure that would absolutely change her life.

The girls hitched a ride to the old Cariboo Trail in British Columbia, scene of the Cariboo Gold Rush of the 1860’s.  In a picnic scene they’re relaxing beside a mountain and smoking cigarettes.  Women did not typically smoke in public back then.  Aurelia and Ollie were a bit edgy for the times.

Next they turned south to California and visited famous San Francisco.  From high atop Mt. Tamalpais they took a photo of the city without its world-renowned bridges—the Golden Gate Bridge would not be built until 1937—nor any of its recognizable buildings.  That photo was taken close to my favorite campsite.

The two girls hiked up Mt Diablo overlooking the entire Bay Area—also close to a spot where I’ve frequently camped.  Aurelia’s scrapbook shows Alcatraz, just a few years before Al Capone was sent there, from a spot where I often anchor my sailboat Pamela.

I was deeply moved when I discovered Aurelia’s old scrapbook.  I knew she’d traveled across the country, but I didn’t know she’d visited many of the places that are very dear to me today, such as a photo of Stanford University, where my boys were born, with little palm trees that are now huge.  When I saw Aurelia’s handwriting of “Palo Alto” my heart skipped a beat.

Aurelia and Olllie then hitched a ride to Universal Studios in Southern California, where the general manager took them on a tour of the 360-acre back lot.  The Hunchback of Notre Dame and The Phantom of the Opera had just been filmed there, and many other great silent films of the era.

Aurelia’s scrapbook shows the girls traveling across the American Desert down to Juarez in “Old Mexico”.  In various photos there are men, sometimes clinging tight to Ollie, other times holding Aurelia close.  But there’s often no mention of who these men are.

But in Miami, Florida Aurelia meets Denzel Rae who trains greyhound racing dogs.  He’s from a small town in Kansas, not very different than Millerville, except that while she was learning her catechism Denzel Rae was learning how to race dogs on the prairie.  Nonetheless, the two seem to hit it off from the start.

Miami is small but booming in 1928, partly due to rum running and gambling.  Al Capone has just bought a property on Miami Beach.  Denzel Rae travels the eastern seaboard from Atlantic City to Miami on the greyhound racing circuit, and happens to be in Miami when Aurelia and Ollie arrive.  Looking quite dapper in his tailored suit and fedora, Denzel Rae strikes a pose with Aurelia and Ollie on the Miami Beach boardwalk.  Aurelia clutches his arm with a wan smile while Ollie looks sadly at the sand at their feet.

Things start to heat up.  Soon Aurelia and Denzel Rae are posing in bathing suits on the beach.

There’s a photo of the two girls sitting on a wooden pier in Florida, with Aurelia’s mop-top and Ollie looking shyly over her shoulder.  That’s the last photo of Ollie in Aurelia’s scrapbook.

Aurelia and Denzel Rae Maggard, my grandparents, get married and settle down.  A good Catholic family, they have seven children in South Florida.  Denzel Rae retires from greyhound racing and opens a barber shop in West Palm Beach, where I’m born many years later.  When I meet them they are old and seem light-years away from their time in 1928.

Did Ollie and Aurelia have any idea how their lives would be changed by their youthful road trip?  No way.  They followed their dream of traveling across the country in an age when good girls didn’t do that kind of thing.  Their story is an example for each of us to take a step into the unknown.

This is a story worth telling.

A Visit From a Distinguished Guest

While brushing my teeth this morning I spied a tiny baby red crab crawling out of the sink. The little fellow must have attached himself to the boat’s hull, found the through-hull to the sink, then crawled up through the hose pipe. For a tiny critter he was rather quick and scurried across the vanity top to hide behind the sun tan lotion. I managed to catch him with gentle hands and return him safely to the sea.

Why not?

On the way to Lumaha’i I found a few coconut sprouts for free along the Kuhio highway.

Why not plant them on Black Pot beach?  All it takes is a bit of effort and a sense of the future.

Wasn’t easy without a shovel, but totally worth it.  I hope you find them on your next visit to Hanalei!

 

 

Landfall! Hanalei Bay, Kauai

  1. After 22 days at sea me and my son Julian dropped anchor in lovely Hanalei Bay on the north side of Kauai.   It’s the most beautiful spot on earth!

 

 


 

 

 

Meditation and Water

“Meditation and water are wedded forever,” wrote Melville.

I’m heading out to sea very soon in my pea-sized sailboat.  It’s been a while since I’ve been at sea — last time was summer 2018, returning solo from Hanalei Bay to San Francisco — and after a while you start to get apprehensive about the idea of sailing alone across the Pacific.  That apprehension brings all kinds of scary thoughts and worries.  But that all goes away as soon as you leave the land.

The sea is a good place to go to think deeply.  Several weeks alone on the sea in a small boat provides lots of time and space to do that.  After a few days at sea you get into a groove.  You quickly lose track of the days going by.  You might wonder what’s going on back on land, but you don’t wonder for long, for the wonder of constant movement, water action, eternally changing sky, moon and stars, hold you in the present.

It’s not for everybody, but it suits me.